緣份?

分隔兩地,
但我們還是相遇.
或許是一種緣份吧.
也說不上什麼原因,
對一個不曾見過面的人,
有著這種感覺.
是錯覺嗎,
還是終於讓我遇到了.
希望這一切是真實的...

人 唯 但 我
才 有 是 不
會 被 我 覺
擁 斬 覺 得
有 裂 得 人
像 墜 花 美
花 地 美 ,
一 的 .
般 那
的 一
模 刻
樣 ,
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又是突然的好想你.
怎麼每次聽你說都覺得我是代替品.
或許過去會有所期待,
但現在卻變成一種替代.
就是一點都沒變, 一點都沒.
好好過你的生活不是很好嗎?
何必又來對我說這些.
真的很厭倦了.
這些言語已對我沒作用了...你難道還不明白嗎?

Tired? Anger?

Having completed my 7th consecutive duty yesterday(yea, SEVENTH) , fatigue is kicking in faster nowadays. Mentally tired describes my condition perfectly. I need a rest badly. Energy drained, physically worn out yet i still had to keep myself in perfect physique for the coming IPPT in April. Despite running regularly, training for timing is another thing altogether. More physical demanding training is needed. With a morale at rock bottom and a battered body, it's hard trying to enhanced my performance.

Work is not getting easier too. The whole transition period is killing everybody. Working time extended and a big bunch of 'freshmen' to teach. Perhaps that explains the fatigue building in me. Temper porbably comes along with it as well. I had always tried so hard not to make people cover my duty because of my personal events yet there are just bloody suckers who don't give a shit and enjoys every bit of us having to cover his ass for him. Why should i give a damn then. I should enjoy burning his every long weekend and watch him have a taste of his own medicine.
It's just a matter of time before he becomes my target board. Just a matter of time....