Wednesday, 26 December 2012

當我覺得我不會再為任何人動心時,她出現了。
可是她卻不是一個人。
這種感覺似曾相似,
我又再一次把自己栽進去。
為什麼每當我真正喜歡一個人時都不簡單。
明明就知道卻還是掉進去。
該守候還是放棄?
我又能守候多久呢?
還是就像以前那樣掉頭走掉?
心裡浮現了好多問號,卻沒答案。
有時真想把一切放下,消失掉,躲在個無人的島嶼。
我就註定要失去愛情嗎?
或許吧。。。


Sunday, 2 December 2012

好久沒有這種喜歡人的感覺,
突然讓自己感到很害怕。
為什麼事情不能簡單點呢?
這種似曾相似的感覺,
讓我感到好困擾,
真不知道要如何是好。
我是否只是個她們感情不好時的一代替品?
還是剛好的一個小插曲?
或許結果還是會一樣,
那我又在期待什麼呢?

感覺上我又挖洞給自己跳了。
該開始回避了嗎?
或許吧。。。


Friday, 23 November 2012

Lesson in Life

What do we do when things doesn't go the way we plan?
What do we do if everything seems to be not going right?
Am I chasing an invisible dream or a dream that does not exist?
Every path is a possibility yet it all looks so impossible.
Why am I contradicting myself when this was the path I chose to take?
Life seems like a marathon and what do you do when you hit a wall?
Endure, push and hope everything comes back and comes back stronger.

Sunday, 18 November 2012

期望越大,失望就越大
生命,事業,感情,
我們都怎麼看待
相見太晚變成一種無奈
不敢靠太近
只怕自己會情不自盡
或許這就是世上的最遠的距離

Tuesday, 3 July 2012

A pleasant surprise

What a pleasant start to July. First, my Facebook fan page's "likes" doubles past the 100 mark, then I received an email from OCBC for a collaboration. Good things sure come in pairs.

A collaboration with OCBC is definitely a big step ahead with such a big company doing advertising and promotion would definitely increase my brand awareness. That's the beauty about business, you just do not know when it would boom. I can't say that mine has boom but at least it has somewhat been recognized and moving towards the right direction. Now, it is time to go full speed ahead with all the marketing strategies as they say, strike when the iron is hot.

Monday, 4 June 2012

有時坐下來回看人生,會發現自己其實錯過了很多事情。
我永遠都無法忘記媽媽在臨床前說過的話。
她只希望能活多5年,看我成人出來工作就夠了。
雖然她滿了我很多事,但唯一最放不下的人始終是我。

従前的我很渴望自由。
多希望能不受約束的出去玩啊或幹嘛的。
可是當得到這自由後,卻覺得好像失去了更多。

我覺得我需要過這低潮的人生路程。
因為我相信它會使我變的更懂得珍惜。

Thursday, 12 April 2012

tough week

A week ago, I felt a sharp pain at my achilles after a 6.4km run and basketball session.
Thought nothing of it though and went out for a usual run the next day. The pain somehow got worse and I was made to stop after about 6km into my pre-plan 8km run. I was literally limping by then. It took me almost 40mins to walk back.

Back home, I was wondering what went long and how did I get this injury from. Initially thought I could run it off but somehow it got worse. Walking now is hard chore for me. After a couple of days, the pain seem to subside, so I decided to went for a short 4km run in the morning. Atlas, the pain came right back after the run. I finally got my answers from the net. It was an achilles tendonities - a common runner's injury. Inflammation around the achilles tendon causes pain whenever I uses strength to push off my feet. Treatment recommended was ice therapy. Have been treating the injury for a few days. Seem to feel better after these treatments, so I decided to attempt a run to test. It still hurts as I start to push off for the run but it gets better during the run although I still can feel the niggling pain. As I stop my run, I feel the pain getting back. Though not as bad as it was before but the pain was disturbing. I decided to give it another try this morning and as I push off for the first 2 minutes, I stopped. The pain was getting worse now and to prevent form aggravate it further, I decided to stop. You can call it an obsession in running. I wanted to get back to the road so much but had to refrain from doing that now. Cross-training will now be my alternative option until my achilles is fully healed.

Running with Kenyans is an intriguing book about life of the athletics in Kenya. Iten, a small town in Kenya had produced countless of long distance champions. Hundreds of them train everyday, hoping to change their lives. To them, running is not just a sport. It could be a changing point in life. Poverty had forced the talent out of them.

I realized running reflects a lot of our life. To succeed in life requires more dedication and focus. We tend to grow stronger mentally and physically under duress situations. Perhaps putting our lives to a test would strengthen our beliefs and our mind more.

Friday, 30 March 2012

失去的再也回不來

不知怎麼了,這幾天都提不起精神。
好像遇到了人生的撞牆期似的。

總覺得時間真的過得很快。
小時候就這樣東奔西跑過了。
以前渴望的自由沒想到是得付出這麼大的代價。
一切發生得好突然,也結束得好迅速。
轉眼間就這樣過了十年。
彷拂一切都沒發生過,都沒存在過。
我該覺得難過嗎,還是該覺得寂寞。
我従來沒有一個家的滋味,所以我好羨慕每個我去過的家。
有時候心裡真的好難受,但也只能坦然的面對。
雖然如此,我還是覺的我比很多人都辛運。
只少我不必擔心三餐和住宿。

很多人都希望走平淡的路,過著安定的生活。
這十年來,我試著去過那樣的生活就像每個人一樣。
可能我都在等,等一個踏出那一步的勇氣。
或許我不會成功,不會有什麼成就。
但我願意放手一博,試著過不一樣的生活,試著用另一個角度看人生。
畢竟人生是多麼的段暫,多麼的無發預測。
錯過太陽的我,不想再錯過星星了。

Saturday, 21 January 2012

J-Craze

After months of preparation, sourcing, wandering in unknown territorials, J-Craze is finally launched. Starting from afresh was never easy and so is success. I never thought of how far I would go in this business but certainly hope I would make best of everything now. This is a milestone in my life, a new experience and a total change of path.

What makes me proud is every part of J-Craze was made by me from scratch. It definitely represents me. From the design of website to every product, I had every hand in it. There are hiccups and delays along the way but I'm glad it turn out the way I want it.

I thank everyone who has been patient and concern about me, even those who belittle me. Criticism won't bring me down, it only makes me work even harder.