不知不覺被你的情緒影響,
整個人就悶了起來.
唯一希望的就是你能了解我.
或許我真的沒表示的很明顯,
可是心一定是真的.
我不是一個每天會說喜歡你,
但我一定會珍惜.
Monday, 7 September 2009
Monday, 17 August 2009
Mission complete
What would you be doing 530am on a Sunday morning?
Probably sleeping, i guess..
Well, i was at esplanade.
No, not because i have not gone back home after some party.
I was there getting ready to run.
Yes, you did not get that wrong. I was there to run.
It was one of those morning when time seems to stop and
there was only one thing in mind..get to the finish line..
2hrs of run was no easy feat.
Not just a jog in the park or a stroll.
It was a gruelling 21km, mentally tested, physically stretched run.
What am i searching for in the wee hours when i could lie
comfortably in my bed enjoying my sleep.
All for the sake of that moment when you cross the finish line
and you know that all the preparation had bear fruits.
That sense of satisfaction and achievement is what push me further.
I'm glad i finished the race. It never felt any better...
Probably sleeping, i guess..
Well, i was at esplanade.
No, not because i have not gone back home after some party.
I was there getting ready to run.
Yes, you did not get that wrong. I was there to run.
It was one of those morning when time seems to stop and
there was only one thing in mind..get to the finish line..
2hrs of run was no easy feat.
Not just a jog in the park or a stroll.
It was a gruelling 21km, mentally tested, physically stretched run.
What am i searching for in the wee hours when i could lie
comfortably in my bed enjoying my sleep.
All for the sake of that moment when you cross the finish line
and you know that all the preparation had bear fruits.
That sense of satisfaction and achievement is what push me further.
I'm glad i finished the race. It never felt any better...
Saturday, 25 July 2009
mentally tired, physically strained..
Finally woke up after my morning run.
Finished my first 21km this morning.
Can't believe it's so tiring!
At least i met my target of finishing under 2hrs..
Although it's just a little under 2hrs, it's still good enough for a first-timer..
Wonder how it feels like completing a full marathon..
I just couldn't imagine..
But i'm still going to do it.
It's going to be great physical and mental challenge.
Got to train hard..
Now it's payback time, gotta eat to my fullest..
22days to go..
Finished my first 21km this morning.
Can't believe it's so tiring!
At least i met my target of finishing under 2hrs..
Although it's just a little under 2hrs, it's still good enough for a first-timer..
Wonder how it feels like completing a full marathon..
I just couldn't imagine..
But i'm still going to do it.
It's going to be great physical and mental challenge.
Got to train hard..
Now it's payback time, gotta eat to my fullest..
22days to go..
Wednesday, 8 July 2009
Gone Too Soon...
Today we celebrated the life of a true icon.
The final curtain call for the King of Pop.
Watching the memorial brought back many memories.
Not only the memories of childhood but the memories with ur loved ones.
Life has always been so fragile.
Whether you were a popstar or just a man in a crowd, death has never eluded us.
Memories were flooding back in, along with sorrow and regrets.
It was never death that was scary but the death of your close ones.
I finally realised it's not death till us part but rather death brought us together..in our hearts.
I had always wondered what life meant.
Living for almost a century gone..just like this.
It is saddening when you had not done enough,
when you know what you could have done.
There will never be another you...and i would never forget..
i miss you...
The final curtain call for the King of Pop.
Watching the memorial brought back many memories.
Not only the memories of childhood but the memories with ur loved ones.
Life has always been so fragile.
Whether you were a popstar or just a man in a crowd, death has never eluded us.
Memories were flooding back in, along with sorrow and regrets.
It was never death that was scary but the death of your close ones.
I finally realised it's not death till us part but rather death brought us together..in our hearts.
I had always wondered what life meant.
Living for almost a century gone..just like this.
It is saddening when you had not done enough,
when you know what you could have done.
There will never be another you...and i would never forget..
i miss you...
Tuesday, 30 June 2009
Michael Jackson 1958 - 2009
Goodbye King of Pop...
Too much have been said.
His pictures hogged every newspaper headlines,
His stories, his life has always been that way, isn't it?
No matter how much scandals or how many negatives about him,
The fact is, he will always be the best performer the world would ever see.
His personal life may be in a mess but who could blame him.
He shot to fame overnight and before he know it, the press was all over him.
Everywhere he goes, everything he does was under the eyes of everybody.
Some say he was killed by the media.
Well, i chose to remember him as the best performer on stage and one person
who changes the face of music.
I guess it has always been a long lonely road to super stardom...
There will never be another Michael Jackson..
Rest In Peace Mike.....
Too much have been said.
His pictures hogged every newspaper headlines,
His stories, his life has always been that way, isn't it?
No matter how much scandals or how many negatives about him,
The fact is, he will always be the best performer the world would ever see.
His personal life may be in a mess but who could blame him.
He shot to fame overnight and before he know it, the press was all over him.
Everywhere he goes, everything he does was under the eyes of everybody.
Some say he was killed by the media.
Well, i chose to remember him as the best performer on stage and one person
who changes the face of music.
I guess it has always been a long lonely road to super stardom...
There will never be another Michael Jackson..
Rest In Peace Mike.....
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
Sunday, 14 June 2009
Weekend getaway
It was a great weekend getaway from the troubled waters of Singapore.
Certainly an enjoyable trip with the closest people in your life besides your family.
Somehow or rather it did not exactly matched up to our anticipation with many of the facilities
were not available. Luckily, our stomach did not have to suffer after we were treated with
a spread of seafood feast on our last night.
The most important of all, the fun was great, the company was excellent. That's all you need.
Even without the games or how remote the resort was, nothing was in the way of boozing and
enjoying the trip.
Certainly an enjoyable trip with the closest people in your life besides your family.
Somehow or rather it did not exactly matched up to our anticipation with many of the facilities
were not available. Luckily, our stomach did not have to suffer after we were treated with
a spread of seafood feast on our last night.
The most important of all, the fun was great, the company was excellent. That's all you need.
Even without the games or how remote the resort was, nothing was in the way of boozing and
enjoying the trip.
Thursday, 4 June 2009
Running
It's amazing how things change so quickly. 2 years ago, i was still dreading to run, forcing myself
for the sake of staying fit. But now, it has almost become an addict. An addict which i need to get my fix every week. Running is not such a chore now. I enjoy my runs now and can't wait to hit it to the roads. Never thought i would be training for marathons. Could still remember this time last year, i was still counting myself lucky when i do not have to do the AHM. This year, however, i have already registered for the 21km event. And come December, 42km awaits.
Running events excites me, not only because of the goodie bag of course, but also the joy of running on the roads of singapore. Well, this second half of year will be exciting, at least
something to look forward to amist the long runs.
16 Aug - Army Half Marathon / Singapore Bay Run (21km)
13 Sep - Mizuno Wave Run (10km)
18 Oct - New Balance Real Run (10km)
6 Dec - Standard Chartered (42km)
These are just some of the confirmed events. Others such as NUS run, Nike run dates have not
been fixed yet. It seems time for another dose of adrenaline....
for the sake of staying fit. But now, it has almost become an addict. An addict which i need to get my fix every week. Running is not such a chore now. I enjoy my runs now and can't wait to hit it to the roads. Never thought i would be training for marathons. Could still remember this time last year, i was still counting myself lucky when i do not have to do the AHM. This year, however, i have already registered for the 21km event. And come December, 42km awaits.
Running events excites me, not only because of the goodie bag of course, but also the joy of running on the roads of singapore. Well, this second half of year will be exciting, at least
something to look forward to amist the long runs.
16 Aug - Army Half Marathon / Singapore Bay Run (21km)
13 Sep - Mizuno Wave Run (10km)
18 Oct - New Balance Real Run (10km)
6 Dec - Standard Chartered (42km)
These are just some of the confirmed events. Others such as NUS run, Nike run dates have not
been fixed yet. It seems time for another dose of adrenaline....
Sunday, 31 May 2009
What's life?
It has been a while. Many things happened but deem to be routine or insignificant. Life has been this way, isn't it? Do we really have a choice or that circumstances lead us through this path? Doing what you like to do makes you happy, keep you motivated. The building greeted me almost everyday with the sun rays reflecting from the same spot, siginifying a new day. Ironically, the new day resembles like yesterday, or the day before, or rather everyday. So, where is that 'new' day that suppose to beholds us? Suddenly. i felt victim to time. Consuming every step we take, every thought we think.
It seems i'm trying to stall time here. Waiting for the opportunity to struck. Everytime i look around my workplace,i know, for sure, this ain't gonna be my life. People here are just waiting for things to happen. Only when the knife is right at their throat before they can start working. There are no committment, no initiative, no self-motivation. Work for the sake of working, for the sake of showing people he can work but we all know the truth as much. Well, i figure it out there is nothing i could do to change anything. So why get so vexed up? Simply because i'm facing these people day in day out.
I told myself i am going to get out one day. This is not the place for me, definitely. Just need a couple of years when i have enough gold to venture. Meanwhile, there are much homework to be done. That will keep me going, period. Hopefully it lasts longer than i have to wait.
It seems i'm trying to stall time here. Waiting for the opportunity to struck. Everytime i look around my workplace,i know, for sure, this ain't gonna be my life. People here are just waiting for things to happen. Only when the knife is right at their throat before they can start working. There are no committment, no initiative, no self-motivation. Work for the sake of working, for the sake of showing people he can work but we all know the truth as much. Well, i figure it out there is nothing i could do to change anything. So why get so vexed up? Simply because i'm facing these people day in day out.
I told myself i am going to get out one day. This is not the place for me, definitely. Just need a couple of years when i have enough gold to venture. Meanwhile, there are much homework to be done. That will keep me going, period. Hopefully it lasts longer than i have to wait.
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