昨天去批了名.
我知道很多人一定很驚訝為什麼我會去.
認識我的人都知道我不信什麼算命師這類的.
或許我覺得有點徬徨吧.
對人生, 對自己.
感覺開始不了解自己, 到底要的是什麼.
可能我需要的是一點肯定, 一點鼓勵.
我真的不想就這樣過完我一生.
內心深處真的覺得有點無助.
我好想為自己做點事卻又不知從何做起.
說到這批名師,
真的是句句刺中我心.
沒想到從名字能看得出一個人的格性.
說到我固執啦, 很直接的一個人.
喜歡或不喜歡都很直接得表現出來.
雖說他不是算命師, 但優缺點都被他一一點中.
想到都覺得有點不可思議.
我的人生真的是過得比人慢.
要過30才會比較好.
也不知道是好事還是壞事.
反正都快30了也沒差那兩年.
可能現在我已更了解自己要的是什麼吧.
心中的徬徨也少了點.
只能希望我想的都能做到.
人只能活一次
想做就去做
Thursday, 21 January 2010
Sunday, 10 January 2010
從新出發?
新的一年的開始.
感覺上自己又老了一歲, 卻好像一點成就也沒有.
有點可悲~
回顧去年的點點滴滴, 似乎發生了不少事.
生活起了小變化, 也嚐試了不少沒做過的事.
這些小變化讓我覺得挺開心, 雖然有點辛苦.
但是, 生活上總是覺得空虛.
或許我並不喜歡現狀吧.
總覺得在浪費人生.
人生不過如此, 短短幾十年.
也許是時候踏出那一步, 去感受人生.
我不在的這幾天好像發生了很多事.
而這些事讓我質問自己, 到底為了什麼而活?
為了錢?
為了理想?
為了愛?
為了生活?
不知為了什麼而活, 人生就變得沒意義.
我還沒失去人生的意義, 但已沒了工作的源動力.
慢慢的發現這不是我想要的工作,
這不是我想要的生活.
新的一年,
盼望著新的開始,
盼望著新的動力,
更盼望著新的生活.
感覺上自己又老了一歲, 卻好像一點成就也沒有.
有點可悲~
回顧去年的點點滴滴, 似乎發生了不少事.
生活起了小變化, 也嚐試了不少沒做過的事.
這些小變化讓我覺得挺開心, 雖然有點辛苦.
但是, 生活上總是覺得空虛.
或許我並不喜歡現狀吧.
總覺得在浪費人生.
人生不過如此, 短短幾十年.
也許是時候踏出那一步, 去感受人生.
我不在的這幾天好像發生了很多事.
而這些事讓我質問自己, 到底為了什麼而活?
為了錢?
為了理想?
為了愛?
為了生活?
不知為了什麼而活, 人生就變得沒意義.
我還沒失去人生的意義, 但已沒了工作的源動力.
慢慢的發現這不是我想要的工作,
這不是我想要的生活.
新的一年,
盼望著新的開始,
盼望著新的動力,
更盼望著新的生活.
Thursday, 17 December 2009
Art of running
Never thought that there are so much knowledge into running.
Most of us probably will just run for the sake of fitness, or part of physical training.
I came to realise that there are more to it.
Recently bought a book about running techniques - Master the Art of Running.
Halfway through the book, i had already found myself running the wrong way.
Now, you are probably wondering is that a wrong way of running.
Well, the answer is yes and many of us are doing it.
I have been running for the past 1 year, never did i think about the way i run
or the way i breathe, the way i land my foot.
Although my timing had improved through the year, i find myself stuck at a
point where i could not exceed myself.
No doubt i have been running very regularly but running the wrong way as well.
Even though many regards me a good runner now, i do not see myself as good
or near the best. Instead, i'm still far away as good.
There seem to be a new leash of life in running now.
There are so much to learn about this simple sport.
From posture to breathing to technique, i seem to be starting all over again.
But i am glad i learning the right way now.
I got the foundation. I just need to correct and get used to the corrrect way of running.
It is going to be difficult but definitely beneficial.
Learn the art of running and enjoy it.
Then results will come...
Most of us probably will just run for the sake of fitness, or part of physical training.
I came to realise that there are more to it.
Recently bought a book about running techniques - Master the Art of Running.
Halfway through the book, i had already found myself running the wrong way.
Now, you are probably wondering is that a wrong way of running.
Well, the answer is yes and many of us are doing it.
I have been running for the past 1 year, never did i think about the way i run
or the way i breathe, the way i land my foot.
Although my timing had improved through the year, i find myself stuck at a
point where i could not exceed myself.
No doubt i have been running very regularly but running the wrong way as well.
Even though many regards me a good runner now, i do not see myself as good
or near the best. Instead, i'm still far away as good.
There seem to be a new leash of life in running now.
There are so much to learn about this simple sport.
From posture to breathing to technique, i seem to be starting all over again.
But i am glad i learning the right way now.
I got the foundation. I just need to correct and get used to the corrrect way of running.
It is going to be difficult but definitely beneficial.
Learn the art of running and enjoy it.
Then results will come...
Tuesday, 15 December 2009
折磨人的愛情
究竟兩個人在一起是為了什麼?
在一起是為了分手嗎?
當下的人是否認真想過.
曾經許下的承諾,
如今又剩下什麼.
可憐了那些為愛痴狂的人.
可憐了那些為愛傷害的人.
我只想保護和珍惜愛我的人.
愛情不就莫過於此嗎..
在一起是為了分手嗎?
當下的人是否認真想過.
曾經許下的承諾,
如今又剩下什麼.
可憐了那些為愛痴狂的人.
可憐了那些為愛傷害的人.
我只想保護和珍惜愛我的人.
愛情不就莫過於此嗎..
Monday, 7 December 2009
End of 2009 races
It has been a year of milestones for me.
I challenged my limits and what a way to end 2009.
It started off in April when i set myself a target to acieve IPPT gold.
I got it from my second try.
After which i decided to run more and longer distances.
Army half marathon was the first.
I averaged from 30-50km every week,running day in day out.
It paid off as i begin running more comfortably and faster.
Running the full marathon was not on my agenda initially.
But with more than 6mths to train, i thought i'll give it a try.
The training was never easy.
Clocking distances i had never ran before.
It just gets further and further each week.
The completion of the race without stopping was satisfying.
A realistic target was set and i ran well below it.
Well, with my first marathon done, more were to come.
Resolutions for next year is simple, run more and faster.
when the going gets tough, it's just mind over body....
Monday, 30 November 2009
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
好累
不知怎麼, 這兩天都感覺好累.
精神上特別累.
可能有點厭倦現在的生活吧.
活的沒方向, 沒目的.
站在原地不動, 就感覺好沉重.
也分不凊是為了什麼而活,
找不倒生命的意義.
到底要怎麼活才能開心? 才快樂?
我好想知道...
精神上特別累.
可能有點厭倦現在的生活吧.
活的沒方向, 沒目的.
站在原地不動, 就感覺好沉重.
也分不凊是為了什麼而活,
找不倒生命的意義.
到底要怎麼活才能開心? 才快樂?
我好想知道...
Saturday, 7 November 2009
To stay or to leave?
So much has been said about changing of a work environment, what is holding me back?
Never thought a decision like this would be so hard to make.
5 years i have been there and i yearn so much to get out.
Yet, in face with the chance, i could not decide.
I wouldn't know myself if i am going to stay in the army throughout.
I know part of me does not want to.
So, where do that leaves me?
What's so tough making this big decision?
Work environment vs Career prospect
Staying put meant 5 more years at where i am but with an easier road to promotion.
Staying put meant that life will be the same and an easier life.
Life is not going to be fulfilling.
I will be just a engineer in a military police uniform.
Leaving meant starting all over again in a new environment.
Learning new things, getting recognition, starting from scratch.
Will I be happy there?
What if my decision to leave prove to be wrong?
The competition are stiffer there and there is no gurantee that it could be better.
I had to work doubly harder.
Or is it better for me to stay till a higher rank and go back?
I would probably not wait till then.
No one knows what will happen in the future.
But is the future that you see that will determine your decision now.
So what is my decision?
To stay or to leave?
Never thought a decision like this would be so hard to make.
5 years i have been there and i yearn so much to get out.
Yet, in face with the chance, i could not decide.
I wouldn't know myself if i am going to stay in the army throughout.
I know part of me does not want to.
So, where do that leaves me?
What's so tough making this big decision?
Work environment vs Career prospect
Staying put meant 5 more years at where i am but with an easier road to promotion.
Staying put meant that life will be the same and an easier life.
Life is not going to be fulfilling.
I will be just a engineer in a military police uniform.
Leaving meant starting all over again in a new environment.
Learning new things, getting recognition, starting from scratch.
Will I be happy there?
What if my decision to leave prove to be wrong?
The competition are stiffer there and there is no gurantee that it could be better.
I had to work doubly harder.
Or is it better for me to stay till a higher rank and go back?
I would probably not wait till then.
No one knows what will happen in the future.
But is the future that you see that will determine your decision now.
So what is my decision?
To stay or to leave?
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