Monday, 16 February 2009

Lost~

Time are passing faster nowadays.
Not to mention, years seems to fly pass like a fighter plane.
Thinking about the future can be so scary.
What lies ahead depends on how i want it to be.
What if, I do not know how i want it to be? '
Lost' could be a big word to use but it fits in my shoes. Lost in life? Probably so.
Perhaps being in a place for too long can make one so unmotivated and hopeless.
Looking at my peers and then my superiors. Is this what i want 10 years down the road?
I could feel the drowning sensation and desperately gasping for air.
I need a hand to get me out, to tell me this is the road you should be taking.
Shed some light on my life, please.
It's disheartening going for work everyday now.
Nothing seems to be moving except the clock on the wall.
What is wrong?
Something i have been trying to figure out these days too.
I began to dread this place and am looking for alternatives everyday.
Guess i'm desperate. Desperate to get out.
Staring myself deep at the mirror, this cannot be my life....