雨停了，

淚也干了，

我能蕭灑得回到從前的樣子嗎？

這感覺彷拂我已經失敗了。

心好痛，

頭好重。

最重要的決定，

我好害怕知道結果。

總覺得我會沒辦法接受。

我不知道到時我該怎麼辦，怎麼承受。

這等待真的讓我快崩潰了。

我真的陷得好深好深。

一個決定，

將會改變一切。

我生命的一切。。。

Never would I thought that I will be in this fix once more.

Even as I told myself not to get into this situation again.

Why can't it be all simple?

It's torturing at times yet I can't let it go.

At times I wonder what am I holding on to?

What am I expecting or what do I really want?

Do I have a place in her heart?

Will things really change in the future?

I feel so lost sometimes, not knowing what she wants and what I want.

I always told myself to keep believing but I just can't help feeling so torturous.

No one knows how this will end, not even myself.

 Probably as I expected......

Maybe we were really not meant to be...