Never would I thought that I will be in this fix once more.
Even as I told myself not to get into this situation again.
Why can't it be all simple?
It's torturing at times yet I can't let it go.
At times I wonder what am I holding on to?
What am I expecting or what do I really want?
Do I have a place in her heart?
Will things really change in the future?
I feel so lost sometimes, not knowing what she wants and what I want.
I always told myself to keep believing but I just can't help feeling so torturous.
No one knows how this will end, not even myself.
Probably as I expected......
Maybe we were really not meant to be...
